Friday, April 10, 2009,5:57 PM
I'm still waiting for u...
Some time i ask myself, why am i so
stupid ?Is raining so hard, and i if just take the bus that is suitable for me i wont be a wet man... But i take the bus which my friend ride on, to chat with him... making me so drown... isnt that
stupid ???I ask myself, " why i am i so
dumb ? "
Someone lost a wallet, you went with him to search for the whole cinema and everywhere. and making yourself so damm tired?
Who i am going to impress? my friends? OR is it just me, that my
instinct say so ?
Your friend going to make a police record and it is 10.30 PM plus, if you go there, how are you going to come back ?
Stupidly answer, walk home...
WHEN THE ROAD IS DARK AND you yourself dunno how to go home !!!!
I am stupid,right ?Your friend is anxious and started to ran, you know that you would not be able to catch up to support him, but why, DID i run ??? WHY ? to make yourself more
tired.Eventually gave your money worrying that your friend could not go home, so take taxi... BUt what about
me ??? Why i did not think, is ME first rather than friends? Why i cant be a typical guy that only worry only himself ? WHY do i worry others safety before myself? Is late night, and your friend do not know how to go home by taxi, you follow him all the way home, and walk back your home 15 min again...
why....Why did i , accompany my friend to his home, when the bus is not liking to mine and you have to walk with the rain ?
Why did i, gave my last $10, to a friend, that needed taxi, but i do not have my own trip home ?
Why did i, send my friend home when it is so late at night, and me myself have to walk back home
ALONE ?
WHY ?
WHY?
i am just curious... any one could give me an answer???
PLZ, i not emo, i just curious... that my personality is like so stupid....